Distance can’t stop what’s meant to be.

I exist in two places, here and wherever you are.

Distance gives us a reason to love harder. I met my husband last week for 16 days after 6 months of being apart and realized that loving someone you don’t see everyday is not a bad thing. It’s just a proof that love is not in sight but in the heart. What people might not realized is that we’ve been together for as long as I could ever imagine since 2012. Being apart is very hard for us, but I pray that everything will go smoothly from here on out.

When two hearts are meant for each other, I believe that no distance is too far, no time is too long and no other love can break them apart. The world is actually much smaller now that we thought about it. The first night after the separation of not having him by my side was the worst feeling, and not surprisingly I know he feels the same way too.

Honestly, I think we’ve grown into two very different but similar people now, but that does not change who we are. If not, our love got much stronger and I feel complete when I’m with him even for a short while.

The trip was nothing that I imagined it to be, it was so much better than expected and I am so proud of him for what he’s achieved in his life. And the best thing is, I watched him. I watched him struggled, I watched him having his sleepless nights working towards his goals, he never gave up even once. I watched him since 2012 up til 2018, he grew so much and as a wife, the best thing you’d wanna have in your relationship is growing old together with your partner, and this means the world to me seeing him being strong for the both of us halfway across the world.

I could talk for ages on how I felt but lets not share everything just yet. But as far as the world should know is, I got lucky that I married my best friend, that we’ve grown together over time and that we were so close to begin with. This made distance between us harder but at the same time, hopefully worth it.

Sayang, if you’re reading this, I love you.

I love you with all my heart.

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I’m now a wife of an expatriate

I would have never imagined myself to be separated from my husband for a very long time. And now I have to, after 6 years.

We have spent every second together being annoyed with each other for as long as I could remember, and yesterday was the moment when I regretted for not spending more time with him before he left. It has only been one night, and he hasn’t even landed yet, but I’m bawling my eyes out, internally. Well, I haven’t cried alone, yet, probably because I’m still trying to keep myself busy.

Living far from him will be my most challenging obstacles I would ever have to face in my life, he is my everything. Sure, he annoys me sometimes, he gets into heated arguments with me, he likes to steal my food while I’m eating, but he’ll always be my main. Now, my bed is too large for me, the room feels like it’s too empty without him, he doesn’t make silly jokes anymore, it’s just boring without him in my life. 2018 will surely be different for me.

Before he departed from Singapore last night, I asked him when would I be able to meet him, and he said, probably in June. My heart jumps so high, it almost flew right out of my body. I can’t wait to meet this wonderful man of mine, be it another 5 months, it’s something I’ll definitely look forward to this year.

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